Words of Wisdom from a Mokie:
You have very angry internal bits. They turn into a self-destructive depression that far surpasses mere gothy depression. Gothy depression is "I'm so sad, nobody understands me, I will curl up into a ball and dry up and wither away and they'll all see, when I'm gone!"
Whereas your self-destructive ragey depression is more like, "I will now collapse in on myself like a neutron star, swallowing all that was once good and right in an eternal blackness, and what's more, I'm taking as many of you fuckers with me as I possibly can..."
... So it's come to my attention again that I must remember not to get angry at people...
Beat that, Tarot memes!
You have very angry internal bits. They turn into a self-destructive depression that far surpasses mere gothy depression. Gothy depression is "I'm so sad, nobody understands me, I will curl up into a ball and dry up and wither away and they'll all see, when I'm gone!"
Whereas your self-destructive ragey depression is more like, "I will now collapse in on myself like a neutron star, swallowing all that was once good and right in an eternal blackness, and what's more, I'm taking as many of you fuckers with me as I possibly can..."
... So it's come to my attention again that I must remember not to get angry at people...
Beat that, Tarot memes!
- Current Mood:
cheerful - Current Music:Mokie taunting me with Nick Cave songs
Comments
I've gots tons of experience with said ragey depression. Generally, anger helps me make the changes I need to make to improve my life. It's only been dangerous when I turn my anger on myself.
But I soooo relate to the neutron star. Oohhh yeah.
Got an expiration date, and boy, are they past it...